She’d never believe me if I told her that she’s been the one since the day I met her. It’s been 6 years and counting and although she has not given me glance, even through everything , even through all the bad/good decisions I’ve made, even through the distance, even through females I’ve never really cared about with all my heart..she’s still the one. Why? To be honest I have no idea. But i know this..I’ve never had my mind and heart agree on something at the same time. I..ha ha ha..all this venting..i got a solid gold wall up..but why does it still hurt. Im going to be single for a very long time. I wanna say sorry in advance for any girl that comes my way..my heart reserved itself for that someone who won’t give me hers..
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Have you ever felt so hopeless? Like the girl you love is waking up with the wrong guy, but at the same time hope that she finds happiness even though it’s not with you…it’s sad.
“there’s so much girls out there you’ll be fine”- her
“what if fine isn’t good enough..what if I want extraordinary?”-me
Why am I so stuck on this girl. Nothing seems to feel right without her. Everything in my life is going great and yet my life is not satisfied if she’s not there to share it with. I’ve been through so much females, countless females that I thought could fill this empty space that I thought could be replaced by just anyone, and yet the one I’m longing for is not even looking my way. Hahaha I’m such a sucker…if only..
“there’s so much girls out there you’ll be fine”- her
“what if fine isn’t good enough..what if I want extraordinary?”-me
Why am I so stuck on this girl. Nothing seems to feel right without her. Everything in my life is going great and yet my life is not satisfied if she’s not there to share it with. I’ve been through so much females, countless females that I thought could fill this empty space that I thought could be replaced by just anyone, and yet the one I’m longing for is not even looking my way. Hahaha I’m such a sucker…if only..
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